who iβd like to be these days
anyways, not a lot happened this May, dear reader
the coffin was closed
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THE APOTHECARY DIARIES LIGHT NOVEL 4 & 5 by NATSU HYΕͺGA
Volumes 4 and 5 of THE APOTHECARY DIARIES deepen Maomaoβs journey from reluctant palace physician to indispensable court sleuth. The author skillfully layers political intrigueβassassination plots, poisonings, and clandestine romancesβagainst the backdrop of imperial opulence, all while Maomaoβs forensic acumen and unflappable pragmatism shine. Volume 4 plunges us into the tension between eunuchs and consorts, revealing hidden alliances; volume 5 then pivots to medical mysteries that test Maomaoβs ethics and ingenuity. The authorβs blend of rich historical detail, deft characterization, and quiet humor elevates these installments beyond mere puzzle-boxes into a nuanced portrait of power, loyalty, and compassion in a cutthroat court. GET THEM NOW
WHY HAVE THERE BEEN NO GREAT WOMEN ARTISTS? by LINDA NOCHLIN
In this seminal 1971 essay, NOCHLIN dismantles the myth that genius is an equal-opportunity trait, showing instead how structural barriersβaccess to training, gendered expectations, and exclusion from patronageβhave systematically sidelined women. Through incisive case studies of artists like Artemisia Gentileschi and Γlisabeth VigΓ©e Le Brun, she illuminates the social constraints that confine female creativity and calls for a reevaluation of art historyβs male-dominated canon. Her argument remains blisteringly relevant: her rigorous scholarship and passionate urgency compel us to confront persistent inequalities in museums, academia, and the marketplace, and to expand our notion of what counts as βgreatβ art.
THE SUMMER HIKARU DIED VOL. 1 & 2 by MOKUMOKUREN
MOKUMOKURENβs tale unfolds in a sleepy mountainous town, where childhood friends Hikaru and Yoshiki share sun-drenched days collecting memories until a sinister possession tears their bond apart. The authorβs masterful pacing and art heighten every small gestureβa stray hair, a shared smileβso that the horrors lurking beneath feel all the more jarring. Cannot wait for July 5th to watch the anime adaptation!
BAD CREE by JESSICA JOHNS
Johnsβs debut novel traffics in gothic horror and Indigenous folklore to explore how generational trauma imprints itself on the psyche. Protagonist Mackenzie returns to her familyβs remote reserve grappling with nightmares of monstrous figures powered by grief. As she unravels her familyβs secrets Mackenzie confronts her own fractured identity and the legacy of her heritage. JOHNSβs spare yet lyrical prose conjures an atmosphere of creeping dread, while her culturally grounded storytelling offers both a chilling supernatural thriller and a searing critique of colonial violence.
THE CELESTIAL OMNIBUS by E. M. FORSTER
Forsterβs early 20th-century collection fuses gentility with the uncanny, whisking you from Edwardian drawing rooms to fantastical realms where ordinary people glimpse transcendent wonders. Stories like βThe Story of a Panicβ and βThe Celestial Omnibusβ blend satirical witβskewering bourgeois proprietyβwith moments of genuine enchantment, as characters encounter angels, time-slipping trains, and cosmic vistas. FORSTERβs elegant prose and subtle humor render the fantastic entirely plausible, reminding us that the miraculous often lies just beyond the edge of everyday perception.
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movies
SINNERS (dir. RYAN COOGLER, 2025)
Ryan Coogler returns with SINNERS, a visceral drama exploring faith, community, and moral ambiguity in a contemporary urban milieu. Centered on a charismatic soon to be pastor whose progressive views on art and music clash with the churchβs conservative elders, the film interrogates the fine line between spiritual leadership, authoritarianism and racial injustice through the allegory of vampirism. Cooglerβs trademark sensitivity to performance elicits raw, nuanced portrayalsβparticularly from his leadβwhile a gritty cinematography style underscores the storyβs simmering tensions. With a score that bridges gospel fervor and modern beats, SINNERS challenges viewers to reconsider the intersections of belief, power, and redemption.
FLOW (dir. GINTS ZILBALOΔͺDIS, 2024)
A wordless marvel of independent animation, FLOW follows a solitary cat drawn into surreal underwater landscapes after an environmental disaster. Zilbalodis employs hand-drawn frames and watercolor textures to evoke the fluidity of water and the swimmerβs internal journey from isolation to transcendence. Each sequence unfolds like a moving painting: phosphorescent sea creatures drift past, submerged ruins hint at lost civilizations, and currents become metaphors for memory. Without dialogue, the filmβs emotional resonance relies on visual poetry and a minimalist, ambient scoreβmaking FLOW a meditative exploration of solitude, loss, and the healing power of nature.
THE SALT PATH (dir. MARIANNE ELLIOTT, 2024)
Adapted from Raynor Winnβs bestselling memoir, THE SALT PATH chronicles one coupleβs trek along Englandβs 630-mile South West Coast Path after losing their home and facing a terminal diagnosis. Elliottβs direction prioritizes authenticity: wide-angle shots capture the rugged cliffs and windswept beaches, while close-ups register the spousesβ interdependence and resilience. The film balances moments of bleaknessβrain-soaked tents, dwindling suppliesβwith luminous discoveries of community and self-worth. Anchored by heartfelt performances, THE SALT PATH emerges as a poignant testament to loveβs endurance and the restorative power of walking.
MONONOKE THE MOVIE: THE PHANTOM IN THE RAIN (dir. KENJI NAKAMURA, 2024)
Building on the legacy of supernatural folklore, Nakamuraβs MONONOKE THE MOVIE transports viewers to a rainy post-Meiji era, where medicine seller Van and his apprentice unravel a string of spectral occurrences tied to a tragic love affair. Nakamuraβs use of muted color palettesβgrays mingled with sudden crimson splashesβcreates a haunting, nocturnal atmosphere. His meticulous creature designs bring rain-soaked yokai to life in fluid CGI, while human drama remains at the heart: grief, guilt, and the desire for atonement. The result is a visually sumptuous and emotionally resonant fusion of horror, romance, and historical fantasy.
THE BURNING HELL (dir. RON ORMOND, 1974)
A striking, if campy, artifact of 1970s evangelical cinema, THE BURNING HELL pairs preacher Estus W. Pirkleβs fervent sermons with lurid dramatizations of sin and damnation. Ormond intercuts Pirkleβs on-stage exhortationsβcomplete with sweat-soaked oratory and thunderous organ musicβwith graphic reenactments of murder, drug use, and moral decay. The filmβs unflinching imagery and hyperbolic tone verge on exploitation, yet inadvertently capture the eraβs cultural anxieties about youth rebellion and secularism. Whether viewed as sincere evangelism or midnight-movie curiosity, THE BURNING HELL stands as a bold expression of religious conviction meets low-budget shock tactics.
AS TEARS GO BY (dir. WONG KAR-WAI, 1988)
Wong Kar-Waiβs debut is a raw, kinetic portrait of Hong Kongβs urban underworld, revolving around small-time gangster Wah and his cousin Ngor, whose love propels the narrative. Even in this early work, Wongβs signature style emerges: impulsive jump-cuts, neon-glazed night scenes, and a wistful voice-over that lends poetic melancholy to street-level violence. The film juxtaposes bursts of tendernessβWahβs protective instincts toward Ngorβwith abrupt outbursts of brutality, underscoring themes of loyalty, alienation, and the impossibility of escape. AS TEARS GO BY remains a visceral testament to Wongβs gift for finding beauty in despair.
ONE CUT OF THE DEAD (dir. SHINβICHIRO UEDA, 2017)
Uedaβs meta-miracle ONE CUT OF THE DEAD begins as a deceptively low-key zombie flickβactually shot in a single 37-minute takeβbut soon rewinds to reveal the chaotic, hilarious truth behind the production. The filmβs second and third acts lampoon indie-filmmaking tropes: flustered actors, scheming producers, and ever-encroaching hordes of extras. Its genius lies in this structural sleight-of-hand, turning an apparent gimmick into a heartfelt celebration of collaborative creativity.
THE VOURDALAK (dir. ADRIEN BEAU, 2023)
Inspired by Aleksey Tolstoyβs 19th-century vampire novella, Beauβs THE VOURDALAK is a folk-horror tour de force set in snowbound Eastern Europe. Shot on 16 mm film, it evokes dusty cabinets of curiosities: flickering lanterns, tangled woods, and the slow, creeping dread of a guesthouse whose visitors vanish one by one. Practical effectsβa wolf-like creature glimpsed through frost, hands clawing at wooden doorsβground the supernatural in tactile reality. Beaο»Ώuβs austere pacing and atmospheric sound design transform a classic literary horror into an immersive, retro-sensory nightmare.
TWILIGHT Q (dir. TOMOMI MOCHIZUKI & MAMORU OSHII, 1987)
This two-part OVA anthology channels The Twilight Zoneβs spirit through animeβs expressive lens. In βTime Knot,β Mochizuki weaves a melancholic tale of a young woman stranded between past and present at a deserted station; its deliberate pacing and minimalist dialogue heighten the eerie tension. The second segment, βFile 538,β directed by Oshii, rewards observant viewers with snap-zoom cuts, cryptic visual motifs, and a twist ending that reframes every preceding scene. Together, they showcase β80s anime experimentationβunafraid to embrace ambiguity, psychological unease, and the uncanny.
VERSAILLES NO BARA (dir. AI YOSHIMURA, 2025)
Yoshimuraβs feature-length musical adaptation of Riyoko Ikedaβs epic manga brings the French Revolutionβs opulence and tragedy to technicolor life. Lavish set piecesβballroom waltzes beneath crystalline chandeliers, battlefield marches swirling with crimson bannersβcontrast with intimate moments: Lady Oscarβs masquerade as a guard, her forbidden longing for AndrΓ©. Choreographed dance numbers and an original orchestral score elevate the drama, while pastel-toned backgrounds recall neoclassical paintings. By fusing shΕjo aesthetics with revolutionary fervor, VERSAILLES NO BARA reaffirms the enduring power of heroism, sacrifice, and courtly romance in anime form. Not the exquisite plot youβd expect with these visuals though.
anime/cartoon
FRUITS BASKET (dir. YOSHIHIDE IBATA, 2019β2021)
This three-season reboot of Natsuki Takayaβs beloved manga deepens the Soma familyβs zodiac-curse mythology with richer character arcs and modernized animation. Across 63 episodes, director Ibata balances comedic levityβTohruβs eternally optimistic housecleaning mishapsβwith poignant explorations of trauma, grief, and healing. Each arc spotlights a different Soma member, peeling back layers of emotional armor through flashbacks and heartfelt dialogues. The series culminates in a cathartic confrontation of past wounds, making FRUITS BASKET a testament to found familyβs capacity to transform pain into hope.
FRUITS BASKET: PRELUDE (dir. YOSHIHIDE IBATA, 2022)
This compilation film reframes the main series by bookending it with an all-new prelude detailing Tohruβs parentsβ tragic story. Through lush flashbacks and original voice work, Ibata adds emotional depth to the daughter-parent bond that underpins the entire saga. By intercutting familiar scenes with these fresh vignettes, PRELUDE enriches the audienceβs understanding of Tohruβs resilience and the intergenerational echoes of love and lossβtransforming the film into both a companion piece and a standalone elegy for familial devotion.
MY LITTLE MONSTER (dir. HIRO KABURAKI, 2012)
Adapted from Robicoβs rom-com manga, MY LITTLE MONSTER unfolds over 13 brisk episodes chronicling the unlikely bond between studious Shizuku Mizutani and reckless Haru Yoshida. Kaburakiβs direction captures their chemistry through dynamic framingβrapid jump-cuts when Haruβs impulsivity strikes, lingering close-ups on Shizukuβs deadpan reactions. The supporting cast adds depth: shy YΕ«ki and flirtatious KyΕko provide comic relief, while the school setting underscores adolescent awkwardness. Though concise, the series delivers a thoughtful look at communication barriers, personal growth, and the way one personβs chaos can awaken anotherβs emotions.
DEAD DEAD DEMONS DEDEDEDE DESTRUCTION (dir. TOMOYUKI KUROKAWA, 2024)
Kurokawaβs sprawling adaptation of Inio Asanoβs manga spans two films and an 18-episode series, juxtaposing an alien invasion with the quotidian ennui of Tokyo high schoolers. His measured pacing allows quiet momentsβroutines of homework, commuting, teenage chatterβto breathe amid satellite strikes and government conspiracies. Visually, the series marries Asanoβs clean character designs with painterly backgrounds that shift from sunlit streets to ominous skies. By emphasizing how life goes on even under existential threat, DEAD DEAD DEMONSβ¦ becomes a poignant social commentary on youthful apathy, media saturation, and the yearning for normalcy.
I HAVE A CRUSH AT WORK (dir. NAOKO TAKEICHI, 2025)
In this office-rom-com, Takeichi charts the slow-burn romance between earnest accountant Masugu and free-spirited HR manager Yui. Over 12 episodes, the series mines everyday workplace ritualsβcoffee runs, late-night meetings, performance reviewsβfor moments of awkward longing and genuine connection. Takeichiβs direction leans into naturalistic dialogue and subtle visual cues (a shared glance across the photocopier, a tentative offer of help with spreadsheets). By grounding the romance in realistic settings and unvarnished humor, this little series is a relatable, heartwarming look at love blooming amid cubicles and balance sheets.